Beyond Range

I salute the player in you.

Not the one with the chips.

The one watching the chips.

You may not know yet that there are two of you at the table.

Most players don't. There is the one who plays the hand, who feels the cooler, who replays the river at three in the morning. And there is the one who has been watching him do all of that, calmly, for as long as you have been sitting down. The watcher has not been hurt by any of it. The watcher is who you actually are. The player is who you came here as.

You came here looking for help with the player. That is fine. The player needs help. But everything here is really for the watcher — for the part of you that has been waiting, quietly, behind every hand you have ever played, for you to turn around and notice that he was there.

You are loved.

Sit.

The Lesson

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The longer you sit at the table, the more you start to suspect the truth. The cards are not the lesson. The opponents are not the lesson. Even the money, after a while, is not the lesson.

You are the lesson.

The game has been teaching you, hand after hand, year after year, in a language you didn't know you were learning. Showing you, with perfect indifference, who you actually are when the chips are in the middle. When the bad beat hits. When the cooler comes. When the bluff works. When it doesn't.

There is no other practice in modern life this honest.

B E Y O N D R A N G E

THE

Bad Beats

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Notes on a
Practice in Disguise

M M X X V I

The Bad Beats

Notes on a practice in disguise.

Twelve chapters on the bad beats the world does not see. The friend who passed. The partner. The three a.m. hatred. The person at the table. The years. The loved place. Read one chapter at a time. Sit with it. The book is not in a hurry.

Read

Twelve chapters. One at a time.

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Listen

For the walks, the drives, the late hours.

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